Sunday, April 21, 2013

Just Go To Sleep

Sometimes I think I should just go to sleep. That way I can avoid all of these intrusive thoughts that bombard my brain and make my heart hurt. I figure that my subconscious can work things out as I sleep. Lets just cross our fingers and hope that I don't remember the dreams.

Maybe I'm avoiding sleep by staying up so late that I finally crash. What do you do when you are afraid of your own thoughts and your afraid of what might come visit you in your dreams?

Decisions, decisions. Does anyone else ever feel like this?


2 comments:

  1. I can't compare my experiences to the magnitude of what you have been through, but when my brain and/or anxiety is being over active and won't shut down, i like to read to distract myself from myself. If that makes sense. Jesus The Christ is a great one because all the big words make your brain sleepy. Also in the meantime you feel really close to the Savior and learn a TON. good luck my friend.

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